Emotional Mama

Tonight like every night Ruby and I took our bath and I put her on our bed to get her ready for bed. She is usually sooo ready to eat after her bath and gets a little fussy while I lotion her and get her ready for bed. But today after I set her on the bed she just wanted to kick and talk.

 

It melted me. 

I wanted to cry. 

She is growing up, and she is changing everyday. 

Every new stage is fun but I can't believe soon she will be 4 months old. 

I am dying. 

I beg Reese to keep her small. Too bad he has no control over that. 

She is my best friend. We have great chats and great snuggles. 

I just love her so much I sometimes look at her and burst out in tears. My heart explodes for her. 

Now she is asleep next to me and I just want to lay here and stare. She has the sweetest sleeping face ever. Like her daddy. 

I cry more now, must be the whole I am a mom thing and everything pulls a little harder on my heart strings. Pictures of soldiers meeting their babies for the first time, TV shows, anything baby really. Call me a sap. I am a leaky faucet, in more ways than one;)  Heck, a Huggies commercial can come on, and if it is done the right way, I'm gonna need a Kleenex. 

I love babies. I love my baby. 

Now let's cry with laughter.

Xoxo Shayna